one day i'll type it all out

It has been just over a month since my last visit here. To those of you who enjoy my words, please accept my apologies. To those of you who just randomly stop by to be nosy...continue! LOL
Anyway...my life lately has just been crazy. I know everyone feels this way at some point in time.
ok....my thoughts are about to take flight here....buckle up!
Have you ever wanted something so bad and simply could not make it happen? That's me...for the last 3 weeks. I have been on a journey...a quest of sorts....for information. Everytime I think I have a good lead....WHAM....i hit a brick wall! It is so aggravating. But I refuse to give up. I know that somehow, someway, what I need will eventually fall right in my lap. Maybe I'm trying too hard. Surely not!
I know that when you read this it isn't going to make a bit of sense, and I'm sorry. But that's why I titled it "one day i'll type it all out"....cause one day I will....and I will explain everything.
Until then...... wish me well on my quest!
and hey, if any of you happen to work for Cingular or have inside connections with said company.....let me know!